Hear me?

[LadyintheShadows]

I try so hard to hold it in
I try so hard not to sin
I try so hard not to cry
I try so hard not to die

But no one sees this inner fight
That I have throughout the night
And it seems no matter how loud I shout
I am simply to go without

I can't do this anymore
I just don't know what to live for
I've tried to explain all my fears
But it's fallen on deaf ears

You can't hear me scream and cry!
So you can't save me when I die
I'm numb now, so much slack
I'm going away now, no going back